This Friday my little Laiyla turned 6 months old which is crazy to me. I feel like I was just pregnant and waiting for her. She does so much and is learning more and more everyday. She is crawling just as of this weekend shes eating more food now and is happy most of the time :)
I have never loved someone or something more than I do her.
she really is my whole life.
Today Caleb told me I was a lazy bad mom. It hurt.
He claimed I don't clip her nails or clean her ears or make her a variety of foods.
I try. I try really hard. I don't know what would be good enough for him or his family. I feel like I will never be good enough in their eyes. No matter what I do it is not enough nor will it never be. I though I was doing a good job.
I wish I could go home. I miss my Dad and Mom I miss my family my best friend.
