This Friday my little Laiyla turned 6 months old which is crazy to me. I feel like I was just pregnant and waiting for her. She does so much and is learning more and more everyday. She is crawling just as of this weekend shes eating more food now and is happy most of the time :)
I have never loved someone or something more than I do her.
she really is my whole life.
Today Caleb told me I was a lazy bad mom. It hurt.
He claimed I don't clip her nails or clean her ears or make her a variety of foods.
I try. I try really hard. I don't know what would be good enough for him or his family. I feel like I will never be good enough in their eyes. No matter what I do it is not enough nor will it never be. I though I was doing a good job.
I wish I could go home. I miss my Dad and Mom I miss my family my best friend.
That is so terrible :( And exactly why you are NOT with him anymore! You definitely don't need that negativity in your life!! Even still, remember that everything happens for a reason. Instead of harboring hate, remember that without him, you wouldn't have Laiyla. As my mom always says, kill them with kindness :)
ReplyDeleteYou are a fabulous mom, they are nuts to think that you aren't. Laiyla is lucky to have you. I love you!
ReplyDeleteThis makes me mad. You are a great mom. Need proof? Just look at your beautiful little girl. She's happy, healthy, learning and loved. Your ex sounds bitter and petty, which will only end up biting him in the a** someday. Especially if he's bad mouthing you. Kids hear that sort of thing and they end up resenting the person who is bad mouthing someone they care about. Tell him to grow up and start acting like an adult. Adults 'fight fair' and don't use their children as weapons. He doesn't have to like you, but as the mother of his child he needs to TREAT you with respect and be civil, if just for Lailya's sake. Him bad mouthing you, is bad mouthing her b/c she's a part of you whether he likes it or not.
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