He turned them in today
For the first in 3 months it feels real.
Hes not coming home.
I'm single.
A single mom.
I just want to go home.
I want my dad to hug me and my mom to sit with me while I cry. I want my sister to eat ice cream with me and then crawl into bed with my Laiyla and sleep.
Why can't life be fair.
Why cant I get ahead?
I just want a normal good life for Laiyla and all the odds seem to be against me.
I'm tired. Mentally and physically.
I hate my job.
I hate this house.
I hate way to many things.
Tonight I feel no optimisim and see no light at the end of the tunnel, tonight my heart just hurts.
Goodnight
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